bittersweet times

I've had a really great time in Brisbane.

I've loved spending big chunks and little chunks of time with people, both family and friends.

But the last few days have been bittersweet.  I realised that I will have to say goodbye to these lovely friends again.  Pangs of sadness gripped my heart.  In some ways it is easier to stay away.  Seeing everyone again makes it harder to leave.  It reminds of all that I leave behind.  It reopens the door of grief.

But even though it is harder to go again once I see everyone, I wouldn't trade those times.  They bring lots of laughter and many hugs.

That's what I miss most, being able to sit in the lounge room to together and drink tea, chatting for hours, but much more than that I miss the hugs.  I really miss the hugs.

long time no see

Hello again blog!

Long time no see, especially considering exams, training and Brisbane catch ups happened :-)